Sunday, January 15, 2012

August 5, 2011--freaking out


Okay, so I’m freaking out…

I took a risk and texted HC even though it’s kind of “her turn” to text me and I’ve been trying to just be chill and patient and wait for her to want to hang out. However, I am in no way a chill or patient person, so that lasted about 32 hours. But that’s actually really good for me!

So, anyway, I’m going out tonight, to what I think is going to be an awesome, sexy lesbian party, and I would very much like for HC  to join me.  So, after spending all day thinking about how much I want to see her, I texted her about 20 minutes ago a very nonchalant, “Hey lady, whatcha doin’ tonight?” Totally low-key right?
I hope so…

but now, every time my phone buzzes my heart shoots into my throat and my blood pressure spikes— “omg, is it her?? is it her??”

and then it’s my mother.

This is gonna be a looooooooong day….

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